god dammit i hate myself. why am i so stupid? i've been getting shit results in the range of 50s to 70s.. and we all know that's not good enough to pass the tests.. 3 more wks to exam, i really ought to sort myself out. i'm not absorbing the lessons taught for the past 2 days. yes i know some lessons are boring, and i dont see myself doing anything mechanical on the aircraft in future, but if there's a requirement to attend airframes and engines, i'm sure there's a need for it.

i really need to do something about this drop in form.